a day at home

feeling so nasal & all. sighs. i haven't been sick to such an extent for SOOO long. and i so detest, loathe, hate, blah, whatever words you can use, eating medicine. esp the stupid throat and flu medicine which is so bitter. it got stuck in my throat and i could totally feel the yuckkkkiness. rawr.

was so piggg today. woke up at 10+.. ate some stuff and then ate my medicine. copied everything that i missed last week & 2 days ago & then went back to sleep cause apparently the flu medicine causes drowsiness. i've got a feeling i will fall back to bed again cause i ate my medicine AGAIN. rawr. i hate being sick. & cause i was so dead ystd, i screwed my chem spa which was SO easy. AHHH. wasted. feeling so angsty now. hoho.

i'm sweating profusely now, which i dnt know why. AHHH and i wonder how mtien is now. can't go visit her : ( okay i think i need to go to bed again. sighs.

dnt feel bad, because you really didn't do anything. at least you cleared your mind, yes? : )

i'm sick

feeling really sick now. running a temperature and having a throbbing headache, backache and blah. sad to say, i didn't go for 3rd lang again. how many times already huhh. really sad. rawr. i wanna do my work but i can't think properly with my headache. i dnt know why i'm thinking that i contracted dengue. haha shld be cause of mtien eh! haha. & weirdly, my temperature keeps flunctuating up & down! 15 mins ago it showed a different temperature! :\

anyw, this morning ian wu was damn funny. IAN WU ! YOU OWE ME A DRINK! smhow his weirdness made the first smile of my day. haha. jiayou dude! oh & i had connect sing SL training at PHS today. haha. the teacher in charge was really nice! at least she didn't pms me or smth! i expected that before i went.. everything was okay, just that we didn't follow the plan at all cause some level had d&t coursework, the others had ndp rehearsals at marina bay. so, eerything ended real fast. i zoomed past my presentation like nobody's business. but anyw, it wasn as bad as i expected, seriously. hope everything goes fine.

gonna go rest & wait for my mommy to come back so that i can go see a doctor. DR YAPPPP SAVE MEEE.

oh crap, i just remembered, my WRITTEN REPORT!?

pray for mtien : (

: ( mtien's blood platelet count went down to 79.

went to visit her tdy again with peiting. she was fine when we went there but when were about to leave, her face was so pale and her lips were purple : ( i'm like quite worried now. sighs. hopefully it's not dengue..

& my thing comes on the dot now and it's irritating. i wish it will never come man. rawr. eeyer. plus there is like PE tmrw and it's gna be my 2nd day. gonna flood like mad. tsk.

loads of work to do : ( sighs.

college day !

hoho, ong just left my house after her econs tuition with my bro : )

anyw, today was college day & i'm sure everyone just lan diao the whole afternoon, yes? haha. was around 2.45pm when i received a text mesg from mtien's mum about mtien being admitted to thomson medical hospital. i was damn shocked & worried, seriously. after calling i came to realise that she got suspected dengue. sighs. hopefully it isn't dengue : ( anyw, after college day i went to look for her at her ward. lingered for around 2 hours before i decide to go home. was quite productive there thou. haha. managed to study some jap. &mtien looked perfectly fine. she she'll be as fine tmrw, i'm sure : ) think i'm gna go visit her tmrw again : )

i'm getting more cheery now : ) which is good, i think : )

&elin and jan! stop making fun of MEEEE. RAWR. haha.

HALFDAY !!!

sighs. gonna go for college day later. anyw, gonna update about ystd before i go get ready to go bishan to collect my connectsing stuff : )


firstly, DARK KNIGHTS with ST, jaspang, benjamin (jaspang's cousin), and jingwen (benjamin's friend). the show is totally action packed man., cldnt take some of the parts.. stupid joker kept changing his story about how he got the scars on his face. RAWR. i was like trying to control my bladder throughout the whole show?! haha but it was too excitingg so i didnt wanna miss any parts of it. UNTIL THE END, i was like OHMYGAWDDDD. and the stupid toilet was so farrrr away?! tsk.

actually we decided to play pool at paradiz BUT, sad to say, we werernt allowed in cause we were in uniform. URGHH. so, went PS instead. walked walked & walked. and mtien called me! cause she's at PS already. AWWW so sweet, she actually came to look for me alright! haha (not sure if it's true) but ANYW, the both of us DAMN on. we decided to go kbox. haha.

the both of us took like ard TWO freakingg hours to open our voice boxes. ohmyy we sang like dno wht shit for 2 hours. luckily it was 3 hours, so we just chiong a lot of songs at the end. haha recorded some songs. shall try to upload the next time : )

then at night, OHMYY. JAN & ELIN KEPT BULLYING POOR LYNN ): stares at my tagboard. spammed their PM with "who does LYNN love" and blah. and tsktsk syamil confessed k! haha. just kidding. bunch of crazy exco members. *laughs.

alright, shall leave now : ) see you people in schl afterwards : )

what a day!

feels good to be sleeping til 10oo today : )
anyw, just to provide some entertainment for myself. HAHAHA. tht's my brother's specs that im wearing. SO CUTEE. ohmyy. i can't take it. hoho : ) talking to shin ong now, like finally & she thinks i'm cute too! HAHA.



-why do you act like you care? when i feel that you actually don't?

drunk;

hey guess what, i'm drinking alone.

kahlua milk. but smhow, i'm not getting tipsy (sorry syamil) haha.

off to work now.

-

there can be miracles, when you believe.

i'm getting more & more matured as i realise more & more from you.

i'm thoroughly ):

I heard you're doin' OK,
But I want you to know
I'm addict,
I'm addicted to you

I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
But you left anyway
I'm tryin' to forget that
I'm addicted to you

But I want it
And I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still addict,
I'm addicted to you

I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

I'm tryin' to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it
And I need it
I'm addicted to you

Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine
I'm tryin' to forget that
I'm addicted to you



ESTEE WU! here's a gift for you : ) haha. thanks for always listening to me my dear friend! & just telling you that i'm giving up. haha.. do you feel the tinge of sadness in that "haha"? okay whatever.

gonna help my mommy dye her skirt now. bye for now!

YUYING STUDENTS' OUTING @ ECP

had SHG outing today! but it rained halffffway ): poor pang, nicholas&me planted the treasure hunt stuff and it POURED damnnn heavily. in the end the kids didn't get to play it and our efforts went down the drain. sighs ): &after everything, we tried digging out our "treasures" but yknow, it didn't work. the papers got super lan diao. so we just forget it. and yknow, JIMMY LEFT US AT ECP! THEY JUST LEFT WITH THE BUS AND ANDDD FORGOT ABOUT US. but haha nvrmind, we weren't angry or anything. haha.

anyw, we had real fun BEFORE the rain. played frisbee & built sandcastles. had real fun burying others' slippers too. HAHA.

and for once (after the outing) after SOOO freakinggg long, i FINALLY went shopping and it was with pang&her sister! haha her sister's totally like her. interestingg. lol.

meeting estee for impt stuff tmrw.

sighs.

i'll nvr be as good.

what a stressful life !

1245am right now & i've just finished my jap e-learning homework. i've yet to complete my essay tho' :(

i had sucha tiring day today. as usual lessons were on, then after that had to help out at the science carnival. there were 2 sessions & after the first one i was smhow really tired. but had to carry on with the second workshop.

so we left at ard 5.30? went to grab some food and tada, i dnt know why i reached home at 7.30. which was quite late considering that i took two whole hours to get home. the moment i reached home, i reached for my comp ALTHOUGH I FORESEE like, TRAUMA for myselffff. & indeed, i was right. spent TWO HOURS replying emails, messaging, calling & all.

ahh forget it, let's talk abt ystd instead, i'll feel much happier!

presenting the BAILEYS IRISH CREAM ICECREAM, TADAAAA.

so happy looking right! was shiok ttm! and the rum&raisin's another one, super strong. cher said my face was red but NO, hello i was perfectly UNdrunk. haha and we played TABOO. oops i didnt know to play but now i know alright, DNT LAUGH. haha.

alright, the stressed and emo kia's gonna go to bed. i want some motivation. who would give it to me? :)

-i dnt want anymore mindgames.

ran fifteen rounds today.
and i think and think and think.

now shan't think anymore, provided i can stop myself, haha.

i love guitar, it's basically, my life.

Guitar Farewell

GUITAR FAREWELL

ystd was so damn damn fun : )

was such an excitinggg day : ) i just dnt know how to describe my happiness, seriously. but before anything else,

HAPPY SEXY 18th BIRTHDAY FAWN and IRIS! : )

back to topic. alright, went for tea ceremony in the morning with jaspang, youngmin and siyuan. haha. it was such an interesting ceremony!! was laughing throughout the whole session!

tht's our group photo after the ceremony. like 80% made up of RGS girls. haha.

it ended super early. was suppose to end at 12 but smhow, it ended before 11am. so we rot and rot til my dad came to fetch pang and me to bugis. left for cca after that at payalebar. ystd was hectic. rushing here and there. smhow everybody LOVES 12th july. everything falls on tht day. wth. haha. wht's excitinggg was after SHG. pang decided not to go for farewell just before farewell but the niceee her decided to accompany me to PP : ) but in the end i bought nothing there : \

yay and i left there for school. by then i was perspiring like sm mad dogg. luckily LT2 was quite cold so i managed to chill out a little. practised my song item with steph and yinhong : ) thanks girls! you all made the song superbly nice : ) anyw, ystd's attendance was like, 90% seniors + 10% juniors. okay maybe that was too exaggerated. mmhmm. 80% seniors + 20% juniors. tht's more like it. but nevertheless! we had SOOOO much fun : )

after the performance and all, went concourse for the sherpherd's pie (not sure the spelling, oops!). but i ate nth! was busy preparing the cake outside guitar room. haha. and yay finally, they played the birthday song for the two birthday princesses : ) and i got the cake out! so fun : ) took so many pictures ystd : )

let's take a look at the "before" picture of the beautiful "Chocolate Romance"

look at da presents that i gave my birthday roomie! : )

and the shirts tht i gave darling jenny and skip!

there's my shuijingbaobao and the 18th year old!

the cake kissed me, right tong?

then, the "AFTERRRRRR" of the PRETTY cake, HAHAHA.

it melted allllll overrrr the concourse table! but no worries, we cleaned it up alrdy, just not sure if there's like chocolate smell there. oops ! anyws i felt so bad cause we were throwing cakes around when they were performing! :/ sorry sorry. i shall show how dirty we were ystd when i get the photo from fawn. SHE STUFFED CAKE INTO CRYSTAL'S AND MY NOSTRILS. RAWR. and crystal was like,"ohmyy we have to dig it to clean it!" HAHAHA. was basically fun ystd : ) i thought i got a little high at night. HEHHEHEHE. (stares at jenny, crys and fawn)

HELLLOSSSS EVERYONE. okay, i'm happy tdy! just finished my jap CA2. and HOPEFULLY, i can pass la huhh. today was such a crap day : ) woke up at 8+ cause i dreamt that i received a message and i really did! i received 2 to be exact. and SOMEONE refuseddd to believe me that i really dreamt that! as usual, ate my breakfast and started logging in.. and the first lesson was math online. i was amused cause this was the first HIGH TECH e-learning session that i ever had. ohmyy. and then was bio and chem. bio was productive! and chem, i was laughing throughout the lesson ! (looks at jaspang) it was amazingly AMUSING. HAHAHA. anyway, most of the time i was trying to cram jap into my small little shell up there :\

time passed damn fast tdy. it was like, 3.40 when i last saw the time. and i fell asleep : and woke up at 4.22. went to bathe and everything and i reached the bus stop at 4.40. was freakinggg fast. and know what, i reached bishan at 4.58. i was quite shocked. less than 20 minutes from my bus stop to bishan ?!

yeah, had the test and tadaaa i'm home. and i found this damn obscene photo of myself in mons photobucket! i shall show! HAHAHA.

tsktsktsk. i never knew mons secretly admires me. right. just kidding : )

i'm miss sentosa trip everybody! when shall we go again? : )

: )

FIRSTLY, I WANNA THANK ESTEE WU AND JASPANG!!!

the two of them were really superb friends.

imagine poor lynn who got stuck at the bus stop this morning due to the so damn heavy rain.

and darling wu and pang came to my rescue!

they were dried but cause of me, they suffered from soaked shoes and uniform.

and pang even lost her brolly cause some people didn't bother to return her?!

i'm touched : )

that's what friends are for!

SECONDLY, somehow i was a little pms-y today due to smth.

BUT, guitar made my day. i was so happy playing my alto15 : )

and dear dear jenny who waited for me in school tdy and as usual,

we crapped so much on the way home : )

loves loves jenny : )

OH, today, there was a relief teacher for econs called miss lim.

miss lim: (asking me) hey, wht cca are you in?

me: mmhmms? guitar : )

miss lim: wow, punk hair eh?

happyhappyy : ) i like my hair today too : ) : ) thankyouuu.

and good news! shujingbaobao and fawnnnayyye finally decided to go for farewell!

happyhappy!

alright, it's jap CA tmrw. and i've NOT touched my stuff yet. plus, it's e-learning tmrw. wht luck. sighs. alright, i shan't get sad cause of stupid things : )

HEY! am i impt?

-

BIO-D
CHEM-E
MATH-E

i'm thinkin' of getting chem and math tuition. but. again, it's money.



maybe noone understands, or will never understand. i hate fighting this myself. it's like a self-battle. i don't know. i really don't know. will you tell me what i shld do? i'm sure you can get me an answer, cause you're the answer.

updates !!

just a short update here : )

4-6 july - ILTC!

nice exco pic : ) but my fellow pd's not here tho' : (

6 july - sleepover at mtien's.

after ILTC i was superbly shag. went back home and slept from 4-10pm and decided to go over to tien's house after that haha. and they actually came to fetch me at novena : )

7 july - SENTOSAAAAA with mtien, estee, peiting, mons, jasmine and lays! was ultra fun! played like violent ball/frisbee RUGBY and we were so high til i think some people think we're like a bunch of mad girls. haha.

nice pic here : )

-i'm afraid i'll fall back in again.

It's Thursday!

been a longggggg day. sighs. lessons since morning were so BORINGG. i can hardly stay awake.

anyws, went jogging in the morning with estee. we ran 5 tgth and then i continued another 5 myself. feel so happy! all the endorphine rushing everywhere in my nerves. haha. OH and did i mention? i've gotten an E for Math. WOW. i've gotten EMATH! :) lik Elementary Math. hokayye, lame.

met SKIPPPPP and we went back stnicks for handover tdy! and we were talking about a lot of things but mostly about studies. sighs. dnt worry skip, you can do it! haha.

handover was superrrrrrrr lame alright! i know like 50% of the new exco only cause half of them made up of green badges (sec1s when i graduated). and skip was damn funny. i was asking her if she knows the song "i wanna grow old with you." okay, it went like this.

ME: you know the song,"i wanna grow old with you"?
SKIP: *STARES IN DISBELIEF*
ME: huh?
SKIP: you wanna grow old with me?!
ME: HUH WHT. I MEANT, DO YOU KNOW THE SONG "..."
SKIP: OH LYNN, YOU'RE SO SWEET... (and blahblah)

apparently, she didn't catch the "you know the song..." at the front of my sentence =.= so crap. haha.

anyws, congrats to those who got into the '09 comm! and esp jolene! cause she secured my post! WELFARE ROCKS! carry on the great work girls!

gotta go for camp tmrw. i kinda dread it.. :\ sighs. alright gonna go to bed now and get ready for my date with st, pang and fawn on the track tmrw! BYYE!