i'm thoroughly ):

I heard you're doin' OK,
But I want you to know
I'm addict,
I'm addicted to you

I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
But you left anyway
I'm tryin' to forget that
I'm addicted to you

But I want it
And I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still addict,
I'm addicted to you

I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

I'm tryin' to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it
And I need it
I'm addicted to you

Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine
I'm tryin' to forget that
I'm addicted to you



ESTEE WU! here's a gift for you : ) haha. thanks for always listening to me my dear friend! & just telling you that i'm giving up. haha.. do you feel the tinge of sadness in that "haha"? okay whatever.

gonna help my mommy dye her skirt now. bye for now!

YUYING STUDENTS' OUTING @ ECP

had SHG outing today! but it rained halffffway ): poor pang, nicholas&me planted the treasure hunt stuff and it POURED damnnn heavily. in the end the kids didn't get to play it and our efforts went down the drain. sighs ): &after everything, we tried digging out our "treasures" but yknow, it didn't work. the papers got super lan diao. so we just forget it. and yknow, JIMMY LEFT US AT ECP! THEY JUST LEFT WITH THE BUS AND ANDDD FORGOT ABOUT US. but haha nvrmind, we weren't angry or anything. haha.

anyw, we had real fun BEFORE the rain. played frisbee & built sandcastles. had real fun burying others' slippers too. HAHA.

and for once (after the outing) after SOOO freakinggg long, i FINALLY went shopping and it was with pang&her sister! haha her sister's totally like her. interestingg. lol.

meeting estee for impt stuff tmrw.

sighs.

i'll nvr be as good.

what a stressful life !

1245am right now & i've just finished my jap e-learning homework. i've yet to complete my essay tho' :(

i had sucha tiring day today. as usual lessons were on, then after that had to help out at the science carnival. there were 2 sessions & after the first one i was smhow really tired. but had to carry on with the second workshop.

so we left at ard 5.30? went to grab some food and tada, i dnt know why i reached home at 7.30. which was quite late considering that i took two whole hours to get home. the moment i reached home, i reached for my comp ALTHOUGH I FORESEE like, TRAUMA for myselffff. & indeed, i was right. spent TWO HOURS replying emails, messaging, calling & all.

ahh forget it, let's talk abt ystd instead, i'll feel much happier!

presenting the BAILEYS IRISH CREAM ICECREAM, TADAAAA.

so happy looking right! was shiok ttm! and the rum&raisin's another one, super strong. cher said my face was red but NO, hello i was perfectly UNdrunk. haha and we played TABOO. oops i didnt know to play but now i know alright, DNT LAUGH. haha.

alright, the stressed and emo kia's gonna go to bed. i want some motivation. who would give it to me? :)

-i dnt want anymore mindgames.

ran fifteen rounds today.
and i think and think and think.

now shan't think anymore, provided i can stop myself, haha.

i love guitar, it's basically, my life.

Guitar Farewell